推荐Dido的新专辑Safe trip home

前三首都非常非常推荐，后面的我还没仔细听，因为一直在反复听前面这几首了:P 不知道该说什么了，歌词写得真是非常非常好。

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If I don't believe in love, nothing is good for me.
If I don't believe in love, nothing will last for me.
When I don't believe in love, nothing is new for me.
Nothing is wrong for me. Nothing is real for me.

If I don't believe in love, nothing is left for me.
If I don't believe in love, you are too good for me.

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You ask me where I go tonight I'll go back to today last year.

And I miss you, and I want you.
You are not coming back, and I need you.
But I can't have you even when you are here.

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I felt the same today as I was feeling yesterday.
It will be the same tomorrow, from then on it won't change.
I never want to say it's love.
But it's really what I'm thinking of.

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想起当初听张信哲的《回来》那一句“我们再也回不去了对不对”立刻就泪如雨下，因为明白的确再也回不去了。后来听Julie Delpy的《An ocean apart》，"you promised to stay in touch when we are apart"，还有Dido的《Paris》，"I didn't know it would be the last time, the last time I saw you"...

We lost contacts gradually. I take the consequence of what I did wrong before. Believe me I always try to be a good person following your standards, but I find it more and more difficult to be in love without thinking about you, for I finally realized how much you loved me and how much you did for me. I think I'll end up single as you cursed, but I'll learn to be happy just by my own. I am becoming stronger to draw my own perfect circle. You know the story of two perfect-matched semi-circle must be only a fairytale. I've grown up, and I've learned to take the responsibilities I must take. Don't worry I don't go to Brussels this summer, for I know that the only thing I could do there is crying at the crossroad we went pass together before. Do you remember that tree, where we met two big black barking dog? I didn't succeed in publishing any paper with it. I guess life is meant to be this way. Believe or not, I work hard now, not only to do a good job, but also to lead a meaningful life. I must say that you misunderstood me when I told you I wanted to go to a famous university to do a postdoc. It's not for pursuing success but just because life is easier in that way. Do you remember you asked me you didn't know how they managed to write to each other for such a long time? Was it 10 years? I guess it's not that difficult, you just need a little bit luck to have someone who is also willing to reply to you. 2 years passed but I am still missing you. Last week I had a dream, in which you told me "no, we would never meet again". I never read our emails again except the one you told me how much I hurt you and how awful my behaviors were. I read it again and again so that I know clearly everything is already ended between us. There is and will be no hope that I win back your attention. Well, life will go towards the direction as it's meant to be, and I'll show you that I'm a better person than you consider me to be. Good night. Pity that I can no longer call you my love, but I'm so happy that at least we met and loved each other. Then will we ever or never meet again? You bet!